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Last Updated 24.10.31
Sweeter Studio
SARAH WONG
Graphic Designer | Zine Maker | Illustrator
sarahewongdesign@gmail.com
LA-area designer, working since 2018. Loves literally every piece of art they see, full of tattoos, always learning and growing.
Contact for resume and PDF portfolio.
Has Worked for
A Noise Within Theater
Vietnamese Film Festival
Laguna Playhouse
Brannan Center
Loves
Matcha Lattes
Tattoos
Colored Foil
Fun Earrings
Dungeons & Dragons
Evil Clowns
CONTACT
6.21.25
I haven’t posted on here for nearly a week because freelancing was so crazy. Also, I’ve been oversleeping recently.
I’ve been having a lot of trouble dealing with my breakup. I really miss my partner and I daydream all the time that they’ll text me again and tell me they’re sorry and it was all a mistake. They haven’t done that yet. They’re the one who broke up with me, so I know I can’t be the one to text them and ask for it all to be not over.
The whole thing, in my opinion, was mostly their fault. There were fixable things that they just didn’t care enough to work on together. Near the end, they struggled to communicate and said a lot of things that hurt my feelings. It was unintentional, but it still hurt a lot.
I’ve been using work and romantic anime as a way to cope, but I still feel sad every moment I’m not distracted by a little screen. I have so much I want to do, I feel like I should stop avoiding my problems by binging anime, and maybe avoid my problems by working on all the projects I want to do instead. Channel my sad energy towards something productive.
I want so badly to find someone who I can be in a serious relationship with. I feel like I’ve spent enough time dating silly people who aren’t ready to settle down with me. I don’t want to be just liked, I want to be loved. Unfortunately, such things are hard to find quickly. I know the best thing I can do right now is work on unconditionally, but I still want the life of living with someone else.
Falling in love with someone new feels impossible right now. I can’t even imagine thinking of someone who fits me better than my exe. The way their hand fit in mind, the inside jokes we laughed at together, the fun dates we went on. I know this feeling will fade, but right now it feels so overwhelming.
Maybe I can do better at working through my feelings. Journaling more, exercising more, working on my fun little projects more.
I’m already taking some of the first steps forward. I have my first therapy appointment for the first time in awhile next week. Sadie is going to come over and dye my hair tonight. Another friend and I are going on a day trip to San Pedro on Sunday.
Wish me luck, friends.